Xiao Guan.
What did you do to Xiao Qiu?
Where is she? | Xiao Guan, you need to calm down!
Let me explain this. | Xiao Guan,
this has nothing to do with him.
It was me, I told him to call and make you come here.
You should leave.
Xiao Qiu, you fooled me? You helped them fool me?
How much money did they give you?
It's not like that, Xiao Guan, listen to me.
Your mother is now in bad condition,
doctor said she won't make it
through tonight.
That's why I hope you can take a look at her once,
so she may go in peace.
She should have died long ago.
Do you know, on this world
why are there so many bad things?
Because there're too many kind people who always forgive.
To me, Fang Li Sha's dead doesn't mean a thing.
You asked me to take a look at her, so she may go in peace.
Has she ever made me feel in peace?
Can you imagine a twelve-year-old boy's feeling
who lost his parent?
Can you imagine my grandparents' feeling
when they bowed with grief: "The young perish and the old linger"?
My father's body has not been found,
not yet to be in peace.
What did she do to ask for that, she has no right.
Let me tell you, this is nemesis,
it serves her right, you understand?
Xiao Guan.
Listen to me, I had met you mother,
had talked to her.
I can feel she loves you so much,
and she also regrets about what she had done back then.
Why you can not forgive her?
Moreover I feel like if only you see her once,
she may go in peace,
and write an ending for this relationship between you and her.
And later you won't have
to feel guilty for this.
Don't try to stop me,
I don't want to get violent on you.
I know you got annoyed, and angry right now,
but don't you let your transient emotion
make you to things you might regret.
I will never regret.
You will.
I went through the similar thing.
Back then when mother gave birth to my little brother,
father took me there to see her.
I stood at her bedside, she asked me
if I liked a little brother, I was only 3.
Maybe I was too young to understand.
I told her I didn't.
Right at that moment I saw
a lot of blood from under her bed.
Then my dad took me into a room right away.
That was the last thing
i said to my mother.
So don't you let the transient emotion
make you treat someone who is dying in that way.
She has been suffering so much from illness already,
not to mention she loves you so bad,
why would you torture her even more?
Moreover I believe when your father in despair took his own life,
it was also because he loved her too much.
If he were alive,
he would not agree with you doing like this.
So there for, Xiao Guan,
Don't do things you may regret.
Go, and have a nice talk with her.
Everyone please go out.
Yes.
Go.
My son.
Should you remember,
I always love you.
There's not a single day I'm not missing you.
My son, would you forgive me,
I let you down.
Can you forgive me?
I am going to see your father.
I will tell him that you're doing fine.
He surely misses you so much.
I'm sorry.
For all those years I've been mad at you.
My son.
Your mother really is a fool,
for keep thinking that
all the sacrifices are worth it.
Actually they aren't any bit,
I always regretted.
And often dreamt about your father.
Mother,
I often dreamt about you too...
You did?
When I was a kid,
everyday afterschool seeing the other's mom and dad
came to pick them up,
I always wish
that you would be there in the crowd.
I really hope
that you had watched me growing up everyday,
that you would see the most important day of my life.
I really hope
we could had been through days like that.
My son, you
you came to see me for the last time, I'm so blessed.
Having able to see you for the last time,
my son, your tear
is the key that unlock my way to heaven.
Mother!
Actually all these days
I've searched for Li Sha's name on the internet.
I found out that she really is a businessperson
who got talent, with a keen eye.
She being able to reach that great of achievements
could be considered as a legend of the real estate world.
I know
that you might have seen her
as a mother who couldn't fulfill her duty.
But the goner had already gone now,
you should take fair judgement,
and also take a better look
at her place in this world.
I might not have my mother
but I'm not deprived of love.
I have sinned against you.
Can you let me
help you to fulfill your dream?
Do you think a goddamn money
can help you
wipe out everything you had done?
My father's death is just to be let slip away?
I tell you, don't you dream of it.
You will never become my mother.
You will never get my blessings.
Go to hell!
Everything is over now.
I reeked of resentment against her that much.
But now when she is gone
I feel like this world
suddenly became so light.
That's right.
Great wealth, great glory and bliss,
will anyway end up to a grave.
So forgiveness also means letting go.
I can let go such heavy thing like this,
how about you?
When will you let go?
I....
can't do it.
It took you long time to come back!
Let me think, it should be half a year already.
Yes, I've been to busy.
Did migraine come again?
Yes, it's been worse this time.
Xiao Meng,
Xiao Meng, is that you?
Go play by yourself, good boy.
Go play, I am busy.
I will come later, you go first.
There you go!
Since when you have owned a puppy?
Just recently, isn't it cute?
This kind of dog must be very expensive.
A bit, a few thousands Yuan.
How many times do have to you massage to earn those money back?
Only if my wife likes.
She likes it, I buy it for her.
Everyday when we go outside for a walk,
we take it with us. But he's still so little,
one time
we almost lost him.
Hey,
back then when you and your wife were dating,
who took the first chase?
She took the first step towards me.
You mean you didn't try to go after her?
No, I have never.
As you see, I am a non-local.
Besides, my eyes are unable to see,
I thought if only I could raise my own self
then that would be good enough.
About a wife or children,
I didn't dare thinking of.
You mean
I used to reject her all the time?
Of course, at first I had that thought.
But then when I thought again
me as person, even that my eyes
can't see beautiful things,
but inside
I do desire for them.
Yet to mention, happiness also came for me,
why would I say no?
Actually,
I am also chasing after someone.
He also rejects me all the time.
How so? He doesn't like you?
I think he does.
But I guess he might be in poor health,
and doesn't want to spread to me.
In that case you must go harder for it.
I did go hard,
and did think of many ways.
Now just because he wants to hide away from me
he went overseas.
Is his home far away?
About 10 hours taking a flight.
That's not too far,
it's not going to Mars anyway.
Call Li Chuan.
I have a feeling
Li Chuan came back to Switzerland this time was to get away from me.
Our relationship is over now.
Consistently been keeping myself from calling him for over 40 days.
I must keep on it.
But
sometimes
hands maybe faster than a brain is.
Hello, this is Zurich Hospital University.
Hi, could you speak English?
A little bit, can I help you?
May I speak to Mr. Alex Wang?
Mr. Wang can't come to the phone now.
He is awake, wait a minute.
I'll get him for you.
Thanks.
Hi.
Li Chuan, it's me.
Xiao Qiu.
Li Chuan, how are you?
You're unwell, aren't you?
Don't lie to me, I know you're in the hospital.
Acute pneumonia
But it got better now.
Sorry,
it must have because you were caught in the rain that day.
Sorry, Li Chuan.
Don't speak nonsense,
it's not because of the rain.
When are you coming back?
Li Chuan, you'd better get well quickly.
You get better then hurry up come back.
Do you hear me?
It you're not coming back, I tell you,
I will go to Zurich and pass out flyer with your face on it.
I'll come back.
I'll bring you chocolate.
I love you.
Li Chuan.
Hi, may I speak to Mr. Wang, again?
Mr. Wang needs some rest.
please don't call now.
Hello, Xiao Qiu.
Thank you for giving me his phone number.
I called him.
So, how was the talk?
It was ok, but I have something to ask you.
Is that it Li Chuan's in very bad condition?
He sounded so weak he could barely talk.
The fact that he could answer the phone is good enough.
When it got really bad he couldn't even say a thing.
It really is that bad!
He was even put on a respirator to help with breathing.
Because his immune system got really bad,
so he must take serious care on his health.
He mustn't get cold, musn't catch a cold,
mustn't get a fever, and of course mustn't be disease-infected.
A respirator?
It's a type of machine needed
when one has trouble breathing.
So he came back to Switzerland because of his health condition?
Actually
I didn't know what happened back then.
It was Ji Chuan who found out, she said he had a fever,
and started talking nonsense.
It was all my fault,
that day he caught in the rain just because of me.
What? Caught in the rain?
In this kind of situation...
Because we had an argument that day,
then it suddenly rained so heavily.
Xiao Qiu, you're not being good.
You can't treat Li Chuan that way.
I know, it is all my fault.
I made him suffer such terrible pain.
He will get well.
Don't have much time left, I have meeting ahead.
Can we talk later?
Hey mister,
will you look at the clock before making a phone call?
It's twelve in the middle of the night.
Sorry,
it's me, Xiao Qiu.
Li Chuan?
The connection suddenly went out this afternoon,
I just want
to call you back, afraid you might be worried.
I went outside.
You are outside at this late time?
I went out for a running.
Running?
Why are you running in the middle of the night?
It's dangerous outside, don't you know that?
Hurry up and go home, right now.
Wang Li Chuan,
you think you can put yourself first because you're unwell now?
I, Xie Xiao Qiu, won't bother arguing with a patient like you.
You hear me?
I did, I'm going back now.
I'm going back now.
I'm home.
You feel any better?
Much better.
Do you still need help from the respirator?
Who told you I needed respirator?
Wang Li Chuan, you're too ill
that you could barely talk, but you're still lying to me.
Can't you just
for the sake of all those many years we've met,
for the sake of me, who has never lied to you
can't you just tell me the truth?
It's very painful, isn't it?
There are types of respirator,
don't be so imaginative.
So which part on your body doesn't feel right?
None, I'm fine.
You say you're fine now,
is that what you want me to hear?
I've been too busy,
didn't have enough time to rest.
So I'm taking this chance
for a really good retreat.
I'm sorry.
My temper is bad, I got too harsh on you.
I think my climacteric came already.
You are too young for your climacteric to come.
Xiao Qiu,
you don't need to apologize to me.
You did nothing wrong to me.
So after that long time you had not called me,
why did you call today?
I just want to tell you
that I'm fine now.
You don't have to worry about me.
When can you leave the hospital?
Might be a bit more of time.
That means you're still not fine.
Xiao Qiu,
Could you please stop keeping on this topic?
Let's think about something happy
But your condition is that bad,
you say, how can I think happy now?
Say something.
Move on.
You have to move on, you hear me?
I do not.
I didn't hear anything.
If you tell me you loved someone else,
and ask me to leave. Then fine.
I might be devasted, but I will leave.
But you got sick. I tell you,
no matter how bad your health gets,
I will always stand by you.
You silly girl,
how come you be so stubborn.
I would better had died 4 years ago if I knew it would be like this.
If you had died, I would jump myself from a building.
I tell you, even on the way to the Yellow Springs
I won't let you get away with ease.
I will just stick with you.
Li Chuan,
can you give me 5 years?
For these 5 years I will take care of you.
If even after those 5 years
you still want me to leave,
I will leave for good.
I'm sorry
I might not able to give you 5 years.
Then don't bother, I am going out for a running right now.
I can't go to sleep anyway after talking halfway through like this.
Don't go outside.
Get on bed with a blanket.
I will read you
the "Chasing fleeting years".
I don't understand French.
That is to make you fall asleep.
You lied down?
Mother said
while persuading Mr. Bois Watergate to come over
to have dinner for the first time,
unfortunately Prof. Godard
was traveling on holiday.
She completely refused
to have contact with Sivan.
Father replied
"A guest wish such an honor..."
Cold war between me and Li Chuan
came to failure of hand-on-hand combat.
It's bush-fight mode now.
Hi, it's Anne again.
May I speak to Alex...| Sorry
he can't take the phone called.
He's under treatment.
I know, but....
It's been 4 weeks
since I last got Li Chuan's call.
Every time I called, only the nurse picked up.
The answers are all the same.
Li Chuan, what sickness do you have?
Why've you been sick for so long?
René, has Li Chuan got any better?
He's got better, don't be so worried.
But he's had a relapse on some indexes
so the doctor has not let him leave the hospital yet.
When I am with him
what should I keep in mind?
I'm afraid he might get sick again.
Actually the patients themselves,
have weak immune systems,
don't let him get injured,
don't let him get cold.
And don't let him go to crowded places that he might get infected.
What about meals? Any notice to be taken?
Eat more fruits, more vegetable
as he needs to absorb necessary vitamins.
Actually, you don't have to worry about this.
As Li Chuan has his own cook
who comes prepare meals three times a day
following nutrition formulas.
But there's one thing forbidden to Li Chuan.
He must not take any alcohol, not even one drop.
Ok Xiao Qiu.
Talk to you later, I must get back to work.
Xiao Guan looks for you,
wondering if you could stop by Jiu Tong this afternoon.
What is that for?
I don't know, you should ask him.
Ok.
I'm getting back to work now.
Bye bye.
Xiao Qiu.
Did you look for me?
What is this?
This is round-trip flight ticket to Zurich for next week.
It's 3 days 2 nights, hotel is already booked.
There's Zurich map inside too.
Also your one-week tourist visa
has already been registered.
Give me your passport,
I have someone who can take care of it.
If you can not let go of him,
why wouldn't you go right to him?
Battling needs going forwards.
You can't win staying behind doing nonsense.
You're not going to keep a long resistance battle, are you?
Actually, I've always wanted
to visit Li Chuan's home town once.
But I was such a coward
I couldn't get myself together,
I'm afraid of seeing what I can't accept.
Xiao Guan.
Stop stop.
Please don't get too emotional, I can't take it.
Hey, may you have a nice trip.
Thank you.
Xiao Qiu, you are going to another country.
You must be careful with everything.
I know.
In case anything happens
remember I am the first one for you to call.
You got that?
Xiao Guan, thank you.
You gave me this huge courage.
What's wrong?
Bad mood.
You have nothing but bad mood.
I heard from Jing Wen
that you bought flight ticket to Zurich for Xiao Qiu?
What's that to do with you?
You fool.
Letting go of her while liking her.
You should've taken this chance
to go for it, make her yours while she's feeling weak.
Why did you just let the chance slip away?
Without her heart,
without her as a person, what would that count for?
Even if I had done so, my life would not be happy anyway.
Choosing to live a miserable life
is to choose being irresponsible to one's self.
You may keep on being that much noble as your love is so.
It's not like I can interfere or something.
I came just to inform you
It's my wedding tomorrow.
You must come.
No, I won't.
Xiao Guan,
although we've been arguing all these years,
at least you're the closest to me.
I don't care if mom and dad will come or not
but you have to.
I have to get your blessing.
No.
Please! You're getting married to that man.
I don't want to watch this kind of tragedy.
Xiao Guan, I mean it, If you don't come
I can't put my heart at ease.
You know how to put something at ease?
I don't care that you never trusted my thoughts,
but you should at least
trust your own heart.
I can't stand you anymore.
Take this.
Xiao Guan.
You don't want me to be happy, do you?
You are too much.
I don't want you to be happy?
Emma, I used to be your happiness,
you thrown it away.
Ok, you thrown it away,
but even if I give you advices, you just don't listen to me.
Then fine, let's just bless us self.
Don't ever come looking for me again.
I tell you,
doesn't matter if that's your current boyfriend
your ex-boyfriend, or even the boyfriend
who is so not worth trusting like this one,
I'm fed up, I've got enough.
Finally, I'm in Zurich now.
Li Chuan, if I can't see you this time,
but still I can see the place where you live,
that could be enough.
Hello, can you speak English?
Good, how can I get to the hotel?
Taxi? Ok.
I can take a cap.
But how to pronounce the name of the street?
What? Can you say it again?
Show him the map? OK, thank you.
Xiao Guan, I arrived to the battle ground safely.
Xiao Qiu.
Xiao Qiu, let's make effort for the coming days
shall we?
Xiao Guan, let me tell you
despite that you've just started your career,
there also might be hardships,
but you're not alone.
As I've got you.
Not only me.
Surprise!
Emma, please
don't you call me whenever you want, will you?
You're getting married tomorrow,
you have to make your own decisions.
Don't you think you need to grow up now?
What?
Think twice?
I tell you, no need to think twice, I'm not coming.
Listen.
Let me say this,
I will not be there
at your wedding, the end.
Xiao Guan, I arrived to the battle ground safely.
Xiao Qiu.
It's me, Li Chuan.
Li Chuan.
Hi.
Where are you?
Me? Where else can I be?
I'm in the office.
You're in Zurich, aren't you?
How could that be, I'm in the office really.
You just arrived off the plane, didn't you?
I came traveling, will leave after two days.
Xiao Qiu,
you came to Zurich not intended to see me?
You told me
swans in Zurich lake are very beautiful.
so I came to see Zurich lake,
I'll leave after having done watching the swans.
It's your first time in Zurich
and I'm the only one you know here
but you don't plan to see.
I can go out by myself.
Xie Xiao Qiu, you going out all by yourself
it's too dangerous, don't you know that?
No, nothing bad will happen.
I'm on my way to the airport now,
will be there in 20 minutes.
After 20 minutes
and you did not see me,
you have to call me right away.
Do you hear me?
Xie Xiao Qiu.
I heard you.
Just in case
even though It hardly could happen,
but just in case
after 20 minutes and you still haven't seen me,
and your phone ran out of battery,
you have to show my address
to the taxi driver
so they will get you to my house.
There's a key under the flower pot next to the door,
use it to get inside, you got it?
You get a pen there? Write down my adress.
You gave me your address before.
Li Chuan, there's really no need to come for me.
Do you get what I just told you?
I do.
You're at the arrival gate, aren't you?
Yes.
Ok, do not run around.
I'll get there right away.
If I can't find you
yet don't get your phone call,
I will call the police, you understand?
I understand.
Stay still, I'll be there.
How long have we not seeing each other?
It should be more than 80 days now.
Every time we're apart for this long
so long that I just forgot how he looks like
so long that all the hates got disappeared,
all the hurts got healed.
But It turned into love in the blink of an eye.
Don't you be scared of this ending,
it's just an illusion.
Every ending comes to a new beginning.
Do not cover up the truth from me.
Between us there's just beginning, not ending.
If between us
there must be an ending
then it must be the ending where we live happily together.
My reckless little girl,
welcome to Zurich.